It's been almost a year, but it still feels like it all happened just last week.

I IS jealous!

My father got to go to Japan before me! No fair! TT.TT

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Funny. When I'm feeling down, I don't eat. Shouldn't it be the other way around?

Let's do this!

It seems like the only times I ever post is when I'm not feeling very well. I partially blame it to the lack of sleep, but it was a bad day--regardless of my attitude. I was cheerful like usual, but then again I guess being happy makes me more of a victim than if I was all moody and stuff. I really don't get how it works--how not matter how nice and polite I am, I still get crap from people I don't know--and yet there are others who do the same but they seem to not have a single enemy in the world.

Seem. I know. I don't follow those 'others' 24-hours a day so how would I really know that? Well, from where I stand, it really looks that way. I'm not saying I want everybody to like me--but dayum, what is their secret?! Do you know the possibilities of not having any enemies? Sweet! World domination!

Anyhoo, yeah. I think it's the sleep deprivation that's bringing my spirits down. Chris, wish you were around buddy. Can't remember a time when I didn't feel better after talking with you, and you always seem to find something cool for me to amuse over and forget about life for a while.

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Kinda astonishing to read posts from after that happened to my brother. But, I know he's okay now. It's the people he's left behind that we need to worry about. Grandpa's gone too. At least Josh has his uncle and his Grandpa with him as well--and I'm sure he drags both of them with him when he comes to visit. He hates the music I play, and I'm sure he doesn't enjoy the anime I watch--but I'm glad he sticks around.

Love you, Josh. I regret we kinda drifted apart since you left for school, but at the very least, you're here.